I explained to her the feelings I have had since childhood and that I am seeing a therapist to deal with them. She was very supportive and cool, though worried. Her only resentment was that I had not told anything about it to her before.

She is worried that if I change gender I end up not being accepted by society, but says she will love me whatever happens. I didn't go into a lot of details about how I feel about my body right now, I am letting her process the info I gave her first.

I told my mom about me 4 months ago. She was a little upset, but I thing she is coming around.

You know whats funny...

Everyone who knows me well, seens to have already know I am not a guy, despite my biologic gender. The first friend I told about this, was at first like "Yes? So? You still aren't telling me anything new"

It was only after I told her about my feelings of anxiety and depression that she began getting it.

Not me I wish that I where more fem than what I am. Everyone thanks that have been tromatize from something that happen as a child or something. They say things like nothing about me is girly some times it is like being slapped in the face. I am looking into a theripist by move closer St. Loius and a group to go to. There is not anything around here. 2 hours south of St. Loius. I want to talk more with my mom about this yet she lives close to Memphis.