this would be my time of the month, Becdauwe it seems that around this time EVERY month and for about 2 days I am cranky, argumentative, combative and just downright unpleasant to be around. (enen I dont want to be around me right now, BUT i seem to be stuck with myself. Every time I try to ditch myself,,,,uh uh nope there I am!!!!)

It is funny that you mentioned this, because I am now cycling.  OK it is not totally natural, because I determined when it would begin.  But unlike a GG I know when I am going to start.  Many of our cis-sisters don't track their time and get surprised.  And some are not regular at all.  My ex was that way.

Quote from: Janet Lynn on October 15, 2010, 11:35:07 AM
  Many of our cis-sisters don't track their time and get surprised.  And some are not regular at all. 

eeeewwwwwww bloody yukkky!!! Now there is a true ADVANTAGE to be MTF NOT a GG. Not to mention the fact that us pre-ops can pee anywhere!!!!! take advantage where you can thats my motto

I've been SUPER pms-ing the last 2 days aaargh. I feel ya!

Quote from: superkitty036 on October 15, 2010, 11:39:13 AM

eeeewwwwwww bloody yukkky!!! Now there is a true ADVANTAGE to be MTF NOT a GG. Not to mention the fact that us pre-ops can pee anywhere!!!!! take advantage where you can thats my motto

I can't disagree more.

I hate everything that reminds me of what I am.... including the areas where there's a certain positive aspect.

Quote from: Ashley4214 on October 15, 2010, 11:19:56 PM
I can't disagree more.

I hate everything that reminds me of what I am.... including the areas where there's a certain positive aspect.

So it goes. I too hate myself, find myself at times wanting to hurt myself bad , to destroy me. I feel that way right now. When I am not depressed like I am now (which is good part of the time) I try very hard to see positive in the most negative thing in my life; being born in the wrong body. Because for me, if I dont at least try to find a positive and dwell on the negative, the rage grows and grows more and more intense. Until it is white hot, searing and burning anything and everything that I see or touch. Because I am a VERY emotional person and dont do well at trying to not feel like ->-bleeped-<-ing myself up, and god and my friggen parents while Im at it. Matter of fact, you know what, I do NOT believe in gawd, but lets pretend it does actually exist, you know what, send me to hell to burn for eternity. Nothing can be as cruel and evil as what has happened to me and you and all transgender peoples. I say fuk him and anyone who believes in him/it whatever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Quote from: Janet Lynn on October 15, 2010, 11:35:07 AM
It is funny that you mentioned this, because I am now cycling.  OK it is not totally natural, because I determined when it would begin.  But unlike a GG I know when I am going to start.  Many of our cis-sisters don't track their time and get surprised.  And some are not regular at all.  My ex was that way.

I was close with a girl when I was 15 or so who was on a regular 8 day schedule; remembering her mood swings can certainly offer a (very mild) silver lining to the storm cloud of being trans.