I dont know many ftm or trans people in general around here. I have one friend whose ftm....but is Stealth so I cant really talk to him about things I go thru and whatnot. Anyone live around Port Chester and would want to hang out or talk? Cause I think Itd be easier for me to talk to other guys...then to try to live stealth and befriend guys that go to school with me (espeically when my teachers still slip and call me by my birthname! >.< )

ALSO, anyone know any Gender Therapists around here?

Would you have difficulty getting into NYC?  The Center has some great programs.  Going to some of the trans groups there might help you find an appropriate therapist.

http://www.gaycenter.org/

i'll look into it, thank you

I live in rockland, ny and have been to a trans group in NYC Pm me if you want