im not sure if this is in the right place or not my name is claudette i am jesse's sister. i have been left to take care of his final affairs i know this support group was a big part of his life so its only right that we inform you of his death. on sept 29 jesse commited suicide by alchol and prescription pain killers. i have watched him suffer with this his entire life i just wanted to let you know that all of you are my heros please remember that suicide isnt the answer please prey for him if its your thing i lost my angel the night the hospital called please think about the family you leave behind.
claudette

It would appear that Jesse is fine.  Cindy James received a call from her and she is indeed alive and well.  Evidently this was written by her ex wife, who somehow got into her account.  But the message itself reminds all of us to seek help when we feel suicidal.  Call someone, anyone.

Oh my god! no 

I'm so sorry to hear this Claudette. There is so much suicide in this community, I'm speechless, I really liked Jesse and had some great conversations with her. She was beautiful.

If there is anything I can do for you, please don't hesitate to ask.

My condolences to you and your family. What a waste.

I'm so sorry Claudette Jesse was a nice woman, although I didn't talk talk to her much she gave great advice, and truly seemed like a great person. I'm so sorry for your loss

I am so sorry to hear this Claudette. My condolences to you and your family. I remember Jesse posting here around the time I joined and hadn't seen her posts in awhile and wondered where she had gone. 

There was just no indication that I know of, otherwise I would have fought for her. 

thank you all for the thoughts please take care of yourselfs

Oh no. That is terrible news. My condolences to you and your family. It is a sad loss.

We had corresponded, and I think spoken once as we had both shared the experience of being sexually assaulted when younger. I tried to help Jesse see that it is possible to rise above such trauma even when it happens so young and I hoped that for a time we were making progress.

I must admit I had noticed that Jesse had not posted here for some while and I was afraid that one day I might log on to find news like this.

Very sad. RIP Jesse. I hope that where ever you are now you are at least at peace.

I can only say sorry for the loss, and may her memories be with long after the emotional pain is healed.

I didn't know her, but that's a shame.

Rest in Peace.

Tragic news. She was  beautiful in so many ways and will be sadly missed.

My Dear Claudette

God this is horrible. I talked Jesse down a few times when she was drunk, she had my phone number and knew I was available for her 24/7. We had a similar history. She pulled out of contact a while ago saying she was coping etc.
I am so sorry.
Please accept my condolences.

As Nicky said if there is anything I can do just ask.

I haven't just lost a member of this community, I have lost a personal friend. I realise your loss is greater.

Dear Dear God

How sad.

My love to you and so much thanks for letting us know.

Cindy James

Claudette

I can only say I'm stunned and shocked... and I am so sorry for your (our) loss. 

I corrsponded with Jessica many times in private over the last year, and I really thought after the difficult times last Christmas, that she was finally coping ..

We all go through times when we don't come here as regularly as we used to, and I havn't been around so much myself lately, but I was beginning to wonder if she was OK..

..I'm sorry ...I think this will take a while to sink in...



Chrissty

Oh no! This is sad news. I have two friends who attempted suicide but luckily they didn't succeed. They ended up coming out of their depression and are enjoying life again. Everyone please remember that depression can pass.

 Claudette

Thank you for telling us. I was wondering where Jesse was.

I first bumped into Jesse on another forum, similar to this one. We had a discussion about guns. I don't like them so you can guess how that went.

Anyway, partly from her suggestion I came here.

Though I only communicated with her, here, a few times, She was kinda an anchor. I know her life was very difficult. Her job disappeared and she had problems with her own family.

I am so desperately sad to hear she has died. I will miss her and never forget her.

Claudette:

I am so sorry for your loss!  Jesse was a welcome addition to us here and she will be missed. 

I am at a loss for words to describe my feelings right now.  I followed Jesse's posts was touched by many of them.  One more light in our lives is extinguished and we are all the poorer for it.

I too have lost a brother through suicide, Claudette.  If there is anything I can do to help or if you would like to chat, feel free to send me a message.

I pray for Jesse. I hope now that she has found solace.

-Sandy

Claudette,  I really am sorry for your loss of your sister.  I replied to Jesse's posts on a number of occassions and found her to be a wonderful person with a lot of helpful insights.

She will be missed.  Sandra.

Oh That's just too awful.

She'd had such a hard life and I thought things might be getting better for her and I respected her for how she had coped. I'd replied to her a few times.

It's just not fair her story had to be so sad then had to end that way. I hope she finds peace wherever she is.

Claudette,
I did not know your sister beyond a few posts on Susans's, but I am still in tears. I am so sorry that she couldn't find her way through her troubles. I think many of us here have faced similar demons. The family you leave behind has to bear the pain and I am truly sorry you all have to face this. I hope she has found peace.

Claudette,
This is such terrible news. Although I did not know her well, she was one of the people who welcomed me here on the forum, and to know she is gone now, makes my heart very sad 
I wish you and your family all the strength to cope with this,
Love,
Marleen

I am stunned and completely saddened.
I ussed to look forward to seeing her post. She was a part of Susans for me.

You have my condolences on the loss of your family member. May she rest in peace.

**walks away crying**