This bothered and made me happy today, but my brother told me like 30 minutes ago that there's guys (a bunch of them) that want me to go their parties. Then he told me this one guy saids I walk cute, my voice is cute, and random questions about me, and he told me, "He has a fetish for you" over months and months. And today I cut my hair, he told me "everyone" was speaking about it.

What the hell... I was not aware that people see me like that, like some demi-god.  Everyone.

I am not a transsexual or appear like a woman, and guys think of me like this?? I appear like a normal typical guy. This one dude also today was like playing race with me and smiling, when I walking to the printer to get my essay.  Like a way a girl would smile, and I responded as "yeah".

Then I see one guys approaching me just to say hi, and when I speak it's like they smile. I asked this guy a favor to switch groups, and he did it immediately. Then he kept his leg against mine, and I had to pull away, all I had to do was smile. Then this one guy told me all the women will flock to me today about my hair, and two girls were smiling. One girl just stared like me, like that "glance quick; attractive; no control" look when you see a very good looking person and you can't stop it.

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Is this the power of spiro, or is this something bigger??? I was bragging about how I look a month ago because people at work said I was cute thousands of times, but now, it's like "stare-drop-wow", it's like people are intimidated by me. It's a bizarre thing....! I am actually worried about this, since I asked my family if I changed in the past four month, and they told me I lost a lot of weight and I was handsome now. . .

If this is spiro, this is almost like a magickal pill to transform someone from ugly-average to abnormal good looking. But I am not going to delude myself like that, into thinking that, that I am actually attractive without realizing it.

Anyone experience this from SPIRO?

maybe it's spiro subtly altering your physical looks or maybe it's altering your scent so you are throwing off scent that now appeals to the guys and makes the girls think you are one of them and maybe the spiro is altering your mental state a little to give you a general all round femaleness.
enjoy it.

Alternatly, Megan, even though you've only taken the first few steps, you have taken them.

Your journey has begun.

That will be making you feel better about yourself.

Someone once said, we create our own relaities. The world tends to see us and percieve us as a reflection of how we see ourselves. You've started your journey to fulfillment of your potential. The world is responding to this squashed little bud turning into a dazzeling flower.

My guess is that you are much prettier than you give yourself credit for.

"I appear like a normal typical guy."

You still appear more like a guy? As in clothes? So you are hott but you still wear guy clothes!?! What are the dress standards at your work? Is it suit and tie style standards or more casual?

Quote from: Muffin on October 21, 2010, 10:41:47 AM
"I appear like a normal typical guy."

You still appear more like a guy? As in clothes? So you are hott but you still wear guy clothes!?! What are the dress standards at your work? Is it suit and tie style standards or more casual?

None of this happened at work, work is just a continuum of my self esteem from the co-workers when the college gets me low.

At work it's just a uniform. I'm on spiro, there's no boobs or hips, just me as a guy with less masculinity than I had four months ago.

But today all I saw were quick glances from girls, nothing more nothing less... except one guy smiled at me when I walked passed him (I didn't noticed him though... like smiled back at him)....

Then I think I was turning on one guy sitting next to me, who's a bona fide gay guy... since I felt this heat coming from him, like in vibrations.. he had to be really warm or something since I felt it. And I think I saw him looking at the side of my face, but I don't know... since I don't want to look at him or else I'll come across as non-straight.

This thing that came upon me is getting stronger and stronger... it's cool, it's like every day brings on something new and exciting.