I am realizing that I have had some pretty decent results from my HRT reginem. However, I know for a fact that my body is about to explode. Meaning that I am going to really be changing more so than up to now. And what I realized is that my brain is MUST stay caught up with my body.
My experience (now your in fer it) has been to look at HRT as a second puberty. ANd that really makes a lot of sense. But I realize that the cute and loveable little things I have been doing up till now has been just that, cute and loveable. But as my body becomes more and more womanly, i HAVE to act more responisible, and always maintain my composure. And well, it makes me nervous.
Also, you know, before my HRT I almost committed suicide, the last time I felt awefiul and really HATED everything about me, especially me. And I happen to see a movie called, "A Girl Like ME" and that story touched me so deeply that I decided to give it one more shot in Gwen Araujo honor. I never thought that I would EVER even come close to where I am now, today. And I am just trying to make certain that I become the best me that I can become. thats all. And by the way, I love you all, my family!!! Wow just typing that, tears well up in my eyes and a profound sense of love fills my heart. Thank you family!!!
