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Started by Megan, November 29, 2010, 02:05:09 PM

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Megan

(I am not transitioned, dressed as a male, short hair, I am just on spiro for those who don't know) When I push my spiro to normal range from a month ago (this past week) , and I made a thread about feeling my nipples were harden.... I arrive back to my college. And I was walking around (it's been about 5 days since I was there). I noticed one guy stopped as he was walking, slowed down and kept going (I think this one had no sexual feelings for me though), and kept looking at me but like back and forth so he could keep walking.

Then I was walking, and one guy just glanced at me the moment I was in his perspective... I also felt random eyes glance at me as I walk. All these times I did not look at them, but I just see them looking at me from my side vision.  Also, one older dude, just turn his head at me when I was walking too. Also, one guy looked at my hands.

And then during the class, I looked up to my amazement one guy was looking at me, and I darted my eyes to another direction. I was aware he looked back at me twice before hand, but the moment I realize he was looking at me he look another way.

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I cannot see any physical difference in my appearance, because I thought I looked the same from last week, but I did not have my spiro steady.

But I did do an exfoliation yesterday with salt and lemon. So my skin was more glowing.... I also put on moisturizer today, and tons last night.

but still why are guys like this??? Aren't most guys straight??? Or is is possible I am making them unconsciously gay because of  the dosages of spiro???
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A

Well, I do get many glances. But it's nothing about sexual attraction. It's simply that I act like a girl while looking like a guy, so people look, wondering, like, "is that an uber-butch lesbian with hairy legs or an uber-gay guy ?" Maybe a similar effect is in motion here.
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Nicky

I think a lot of straight guys are very sensitive to feminin cues, particulalry super charged young hormone fueled males. Perhaps you are giving more cues than you think, maybe your body smell has changed and they are detecting that unconciously. It is not that they are gay, it is more they are sensing things in you that attracts them.

Perhaps your interest in them attacted their attention too.

Before I transitioned I used to get straight guys looking at me too, they are probably confused themselves about what is attracting them. I had one friend tell me I made him wonder if he was gay.
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Megan

Quote from: Nicky on November 29, 2010, 05:35:47 PM
I think a lot of straight guys are very sensitive to feminin cues, particulalry super charged young hormone fueled males. Perhaps you are giving more cues than you think, maybe your body smell has changed and they are detecting that unconciously. It is not that they are gay, it is more they are sensing things in you that attracts them.

Perhaps your interest in them attacted their attention too.

Before I transitioned I used to get straight guys looking at me too, they are probably confused themselves about what is attracting them. I had one friend tell me I made him wonder if he was gay.

I really felt horrible, exhausted, and weak today... I wasn't trying to attract guys at all today. I also fasted yesterday.

I haven't it like this since September, where I had a crew of men being attracted to me. Then it all plummet in late October... where I would get male attention just at random periodic times.

Also mind you, back then I weighed 180. And now I weigh 190. (on me it looks like at the edge of overweight into normal weight... but still not normal weight)

When I was at the peak of hotness, it was around September 15. Then I had people, calling me attractive and youthful... that was also when I weighed the least (in recent times).


I see a correlation with my weight and my attention.


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sarahla

I just want to add that you see yourself all the time, day in and day out, so you would not notice small changes, only huge ones and then by looking at older photos for comparison.  The spiro helps to a degree, but your inner feminine soul being released also helps.  People obviously pick up on both.

May I ask why you are not on Estrogen and Progesterone as well and under a endocrinologist's supervision?
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