After a few months of looking after my skin, growing my hair out and having my eyebrows done, I've noticed that I no longer feel quite as deflated as I used to after I have taken off my makeup and wig. I just looked at myself in the mirror two minutes ago and saw (a slightly tired version of) Michelle staring back at me! No makeup at all, all I did was scrunch my hair back behind my head with my hands!
I myself found this a very satisfying experience, mainly because it feels like I am never far away from Michelle any more in my everyday life in male mode, the other reason is that it means I can switch back and forth much more easily than was possible teo or three months back. Now if I just keep my legs and arms shaved and moisturised, I can do the switch in about 45 minutes, not counting doing my nails - that takes a bit longer.
I'm sure those who have finally transitioned have had this experience, but how about those who haven't?
I see it as an encouragement to people to try making gradual little changes. Only people who haven't seen me for a while notice there is something different about me. Usually they say I look younger and happier....which is exactly how I feel!
