Hi,
I've kind of settled on the name Samantha, and back in July I quit
my job and enrolled in technical school. I really felt trapped, and
put on a lot of weight, and since July I've worked out pretty steady
and dropped 35 pounds, but I still need to lose at least another
35 pounds. Right now you wouldn't look at me and think there
was anything feminine about me, which is one reason I'm trying
to work out. I started a blog a couple months ago called
Transformative-Honeymoons,
http://transformative-honeymoons.blogspot.com/which is pretty clean captions and photoshop images with some
stories (pg-13 mostly TV/TG). You can find a pretty accurate description
of my life there, everything except my name really.
I've paid off tuition for the upcoming semester, amd right now I'd
like to find part-time work, partly so that I can begin seeing a gender
therapist, and start trying to deal with things in a more productive
way than hiding everything, which just leaves you isolated and
stuck in a dead end job, getting fat. So I've joined Rachel's Haven,
and Laura's Playground, and I'm basically trying to meet peiople
on-line and build some kind of support structure as I go forward,
so that's why I'm here.