Get into a good college, do well there. Have friends by the end of the year. Build an art portfolio. Gain social confidence. Pass all the time. Chest surgery, if I really let myself dream. And stubble, and decent abs.
If I let myself dream more, I want some of my writing published, to have my grandmother accept me, to have my father's side of the family accept me, and to actually feel psychologically well and stable, for once.