I frequently find myself wanting to scream - almost daily. The inner woman wants out, even if it means tearing myself apart. The more she screams, the worse, until I find myself fighting down the urge to throw and break things just to get the world's attention, and scream out, " THIS IS WRONG!"

 I just spent an insane amount of money on makeup and shoes. = happiness 

Whenever the salesperson taking my money in the service station yesterday said " $12 thanks mate", or similar.  I was on my way to my Gender Therapist a couple of hours away, dammit!

Yesterday, while i was at work, i felt as if...actually i know..that my boss gives me work accordingly to the gender she sees me as!! i always scream there.