Living as a girl, maybe studying my Ph. D at MIT (I DO want this so badly, I really want to) and hopefully already having and managing my own company n.n

I want to be alive, and in my lovers arms, watching the sea and making beautiful music with her.

Perhaps I will be a grandmother!

47, scary to think about!

I hope to be post-op for many many years, in a marriage with a man or woman that I love.  Perhaps advancing my career, perhaps raising children, who knows

20 years.. damn.  I will be 40.

I would be completely done with transition, been on T for 20 years! Will have had my top surgery for at least 15 years by then, and will have had my hysto as well.

I would hope to be living in Seattle or new york, living in a nice studio apartment or loft, something nicely decorated, but also simple and masculine, I want to live high up in a tall building with a nice view. I want to have a steady job, doing something that I take joy in, something that I don't dread, maybe writing, or something related to psychology.  I currently have a boyfriend, and I know its a long way away, I can see myself still being with him, maybe living together, maybe married who knows.

No kids, they arent for me, a cat of course, Im sure my cat Edwin will be gone in 20 years. (he is 1 now)

Maybe I will be an uncle though haha, I can see that.

I would really hope that in 20 years, I can find that I have confidence in myself as a man, and no longer worry about my gender.  No longer think about it all the time, and just move on and not even feel transgender anymore, just male.  I would also hope that my whole family would be completely used to me being male, and maybe come to accept me as their son/brother.  Maybe even forget who I used to 'be' thats what i really want, wish I could erase all of those years, they are just embarrassing to look back at.

I'll be 42, my little girl will be all grown up at 20. I'll be planning something awesome for her 21st

My transition will be a distant memory

I can see myself still being with my current boyfriend, should have been husband for a good while by then. In a nice house by the coast, with an amazing kitchen I can make all sorts of delicious food in. Maybe running my own business either in fashion or having a coffee shop/bakery.

My cats will more than likely be long dead, there's a sad thought I'll have new kitties

I hope to have seen most of the world by then. I plan to take my daughter to see lots of different places and cultures when she's old enough to appreciate it.