Hi I am Berri. I am Nikki_W's girlfriend. I am introducing myself as she said I should of.
Not sure where to start.
I met this wonderful guy a year ago and fell in love with him. Even though he was one that kept his feelings to himself, I still knew how he felt. Late last year somethings changed for us and I was in for a shock. Due to some circumstances that happened it came about that he was actually Nikki who had been suppressed for many years.
I was hurt, felt lied to and betrayed.
I have never had any feelings other than friends with the same sex as myself nor considered myself bi.
After the initial shock wore off I had to do alot of thinking and soul searching. I found that it was not a form or body that I was in love with but the person inside. This is who I fell in love with and could not turn my back nor reject. It just so happens that the person I was in love with was female.
Than came the other hard part was if I was able to have a relationship with her. Which turned out to not be that hard. To me if you feel towards someone the way I do towards Nikki there is no way that I could not be there for her, not be supportive and not stay in our relationship.
Sure I know there will be times that she will go through things that I do not understand and I will most likely go through periods of doubt, but that goes along with any relationship. How I will respond as she goes through the different stages I can not predict, but if we work together and talk things through I can not see how things will not work out.
