:angel:hi,I am a boy  Avinash from india. I am a boy studying diploma in civil engg. I want to become a girl that i am. i want to underwent sex change  till i will be 22yrs old. I feel like a girl trapped inside boys body.i remember that when i was 6yrs old i first cross dressed. Then i continued to do crossdressing , my brother and mother caught me many times doing that.but,i hadn't thaught them that i want to become girl ,i am scared that what will happen when they they will know about it . I have have pllaned that when i will become an engineer, i scretly under went for hormone replacement therapy and then when those hormones starts showing its effects i will start to live seperately and then i will go to thiland for sex change . After that i will start my new life with new name ' I->-bleeped-<-anjli '. Them i will left my family and contacts from them because i know that they will not accept me .  Yours faithfully
:- I->-bleeped-<-anjli(Avinash)

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Hi I->-bleeped-<-anjli,

   It is nice to meet you.  You already sound like you really know what you want, I very impressed. You are very brave. Starting so young I can see you have a beautiful life ahead of you. I know just starting out must make you feel so alone. I think your first step should be to try to find a therapist in your area.  I hope your journey goes well.

  Hugs , Roxy

Hi there I->-bleeped-<-anjli,

Welcome to the forum. You will meet a lot of very nice people here. I agree with what Erocse says. Try and find a therapist, if you can. It will really help you to steer in the right direction. All the best on your journey, and keep us all updated please.

Huggs

Maegan

Welcome to the site i->-bleeped-<-anjli 

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Janet
   

Welcome to Susan's, I->-bleeped-<-anjli.

I am happy to hear that you are setting goals for yourself, and you seem to know what path you are heading down. You have come to a wonderful place full of information and support. The people here are lovely, which I am sure you will find out on your own.

I hope to see more posts from you!

Hugs,
Jacquelyn