I've just finished with me ex. my girlfriend. But I'm so sure how my life needs to move forward. I've been holding off everything while I was with her and it was becoming harder each day been with her knowing that I can't be the true me. We broke up and I've felt so relieved, as it finally released me. I still love her, so much it hurts but I know I can't be with her. I have done everything I could to try to get her over me, told her I was bad for her, we wasn't suited and that she was so perfect for other people. I don't want to destroy her especially seen she wanted to come back to me, after she unleashed hell at me! But I can't go back now, because quite plainly I'm just not interested anymore... not sure if that is a change in my priority of sexuality, I was always very lightly bisexual but I've completely lost interest in her! She is begging me to see her and I want to see her and try to convince her to move on, all I have agreed to is a phone call. But I'm afraid anything more might give her false hope, or even worse promote guilt in myself that might promote a response in me that will give her more hope. What should I do, any ideas to let her move on while not hurting her more then necessary? Oh, and there is no way at this current moment I can be truely honest with her, as it would be spread around everywhere before I have the opportunity to sort out my life!
Damn this confusion
