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Started by Evelyn, February 26, 2011, 01:15:57 AM

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Evelyn

Hello, My name is Evelyn, it is nice to meet you all (I sincerely hope).

I am 19 years old, a music composition major, and about to start HRT (this has a bit of optimism, a bit of hope, and a bit of extrapolated logic, as the councilors seem to be responding favorably?...but let's get on with things). At the very least, I'm a Male Woman, working on becoming a Woman Woman with as much effort as i have (this is simply fact).
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Janet_Girl

Hi Evelyn, :icon_wave:

Welcome to our little family. Over 5500 strong. That would be one heck of a family reunion.

Feel free to post your successes/failures, Hopes/dreams.  Ask questions and seek answers. Give and receive advice.

But remember we are family here, your family now. And it is always nice to have another sister. :icon_hug:

And be sure to check out these links ( MUST READS )


Hugs and Love,
Janet
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Mrs Erocse

Hello Evelyn. This is a great site to be a member on. There are allot of wonderful people here. I have truly appreciated being a member myself.

Look forward to reading your posts.

Hugs.
Patty
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Susan Baum

Hi Evelyn - Welcome home!

As Patty said, this is a great place with a wonderful family.  Kick off your shoes and stay a while, you are indeed at home and you, your dreams and hopes are expected to just come as you are.   

Music composition major?  That's what I consider ambitious.  Do you call any particular genre or instrument "home?"   I'm a mallet percussionist which makes me, by definition  >:-), a frustrated arranger...

Hope to hear from you soon

Susan
Aging is inevitable - growing up is optional.
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annette

Hi Evelyn

Welcome to the family.
I´m a great admire of people who do something with music.
Good you have joint us

hugs
annette
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Evelyn

Firstly, and most importantly, *Hugs Annette, Susan, Patty, and Janet* Thank you all very much.
It is very good to be here everyone.
and I will not kick off my shoes. They are very pretty, and there are very few places at this point that i can go in heels. Home is one of them.

To answer Susan, I started out...wait...when did i start out... my grandmother taught me how to read music before first grade. She kinda taught me enough piano to know where the notes were, but i've had to relearn whatever else i might have known now that i'm in college. *shrugs* i really wish i had actually learned piano before...but it's required for my major, and people correct errors that they cannot live with when they can. I have played french horn for ten years. I have played bass guitar for 6 years, and 6 string for 4. Brass family instruments have their fingers set to a similar pattern, so i branched a little. I've played trumpet for 4 years because of this (it really is better for jazz). My "marks" or famous people i aim to reach/pass the level of (((okay, so this is super idealistic, but you have to aim high of your goal to hit it))) Tend to write multiple genre, and i know how pissed off i was to be getting backgrounds on the marches, so i like to be fair, even to instruments i don't play when i write. Since my primary majors are Composition and Theory, as opposed to, say, composition and french horn, I usually write according to the theoretical capabilities of instruments. This avoids the standard patterns a person who actually plays the instrument would fall into...well...okay there is a lot of debate about whether theory writing or experience writing are better as end products, but they both have their flairs. I intend to eventually do both.... Either way, i don't just write for instruments that i can play.

It's not so much that i have a genre home, as that i have biases. I will probably, like everyone, write according to what i've heard. I listen to everything but country and rap, and i mainly focus on international music, and film scores ((which is what i eventually wish to write))... but it really is a jumble. As a composer, no one expects me to glue myself to a genre.

Mallet percussion... I love vibe jazz. And African style marimba pieces... and cylindrical bells (don't ask...i just love them). I have written things for them in the past, because they are so fun to listen to.


((er... i kinda rambled through most of this, so i'm sorry if it makes no sense >.>. The things said here are merely my thoughts, and nothing more, and as an artist, i try to avoid pretending to be a logical being.))
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Mrs Erocse

Quote Evelyn, "The things said here are merely my thoughts, and nothing more, and as an artist, i try to avoid pretending to be a logical being.))"

I love that. :) I think there is a bit of pretending to being logical for all of us anyways.

Hugs.

Patty.
P.S. I had a great Aunt Evelyn. We called her Aunt Evy. I think that is a pretty name.
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Evelyn

@patty-
I really like my name. My friends call me Eevee (normally spelled Evie, but for the pokemon pop reference, but i didn't choose that). Or eve. Monica ((random reference to people no one knows) always calls me Eve.

*hugs back* Hugs are wonderful. sorry, random opinion.

i still try. and besides, if i were able to say that without contradicting myself sometimes it would become too predictable, and then fall pray to the logicality i'm trying to avoid. (more rambling, sorry >.>)
~~~~~~~~~

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Cindy

Hi Eve,

Welcome to the family. I get very jealous of people who have talent in music, and art, and any other talent for that matter :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:. But then again someone has to be the audience. :laugh:

Welcome

Cindy
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Evelyn

I get so jealous of people who can actually draw. I am terrible at it. I don't know... Honestly it's not much compared to what some people can do... it's not that i was good at music, but that doing it pulls me out of feeling disgusting all the time. So i do it a lot...which makes me better at it than the previous day at it.  It's a gradual thing. Many small baby steps over 12 years. It's not so much talent, as escapism.

thank you very much though. Compliments are a fundamental force of good in this world.
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VeryGnawty

Quote from: Evelyn on February 27, 2011, 01:31:18 AM
It's not so much talent, as escapism.

I tried to get into composing, but I wasn't very good at it.  Instead, I started to use literature as a form of escape and exploration.  I stopped writing when I started confronting my gender issues.  But I had a lot of people who wanted me to write a lot more than I did.  People always said I was a genius with words.  Then in the next breath they would complain about my insistence on using simplistic sentence structure and intentionally bad grammar.  I don't think I'd write a piece of fiction otherwise.  I always found complex prose to be very pretentious when it is used to present fictional characters and situations.

I like my music the same way:  minimalistic.  I really like the style of people like Phillip Glass and Clint Mansell.  They use lots of progressive layering and repetitive structures and themes.
"The cake is a lie."
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Jillieann Rose

Evelyn,
Good to meet you.
Sound like you have a great talent.
And think about this Evelyn you can draw but you do it with music.
I remember as a child invisioning images from music and then drawing them on paper.
Often the images had very little form but so much feel I had to just used colors.
If you keep going dear you will compost a masterpiece or many masterpieces.
Welcome to Susan's.
Hugs,
Jillieann
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Evelyn

Quote from: VeryGnawty on February 27, 2011, 01:49:52 AM
I like my music the same way:  minimalistic.  I really like the style of people like Phillip Glass and Clint Mansell.  They use lots of progressive layering and repetitive structures and themes.
Those are both very good writers though. And theme and repetitive structures are key to having a unified piece. I happen to really like them both.

I write sometimes, but mostly just roleplaying or other random "I need to waste time now" writing. Mostly i just vomit words on a page, as if i'm talking....so i don't really think about how it's structured.

it would be fun to see something you wrote, i think. At the very least you have made me curious.

Thank you both very much.


Abstract art is a personal favorite of mine, and the only kind that i create. I could pretend that I do that because it's a more artistic method of art... but i am unable to see that as anything but an excuse for me not being able to draw.
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Susan Baum

Hi Eevee. 

I
Quote from: Evelyn on February 27, 2011, 01:31:18 AM
... it's not that i was good at music, but that doing it pulls me out of feeling disgusting all the time. So i do it a lot...

You don't realize just how fortunate you are to be able to start your transition before your "T" poisons you too much more.  The disgust will end and leave the muse behind.   

At the risk of hijacking the topic: I've read, both here and countless other threads, of frustrated souls that want to be artists of one sort or another.  There are a wide range of arts and styles within the arts themselves so do as I did: practice whatever you choose for your own enjoyment and plant a curse upon your critics: they're only wishing they had tried.   

~Hugs~
Susan
Aging is inevitable - growing up is optional.
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Evelyn

I assume it's like 400X the regret that i didn't start 4 years ago when i figured out it was possible? Before the pelvic bone fuses all the way? I might not KNOW...but i fear. These are in no way the same thing, i understand, but i do think about it a lot, and i know that i am very lucky.

Hijacking this topic is all fine and good. It just means more people talk here, and i can get to know you all better. there is only so much introducing herself a gal can do after all.

I love writing a lot. It is an easy thing to become obsessed with and lock myself in my room for days on end to do. I don't write for other people's thoughts or opinions, and i never intend to. If i make money on this, that's great. If i don't, it was worth it for its own sake. When the muse leaves then theory, memory, and empathy will hold me over. When all that runs out, i'll either have had good happen in my life to write on, more bad things, or i will write something just to amuse myself. Writing is good for killing time.
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VeryGnawty

Quote from: Evelyn on February 27, 2011, 03:46:57 PM
I write sometimes, but mostly just roleplaying or other random "I need to waste time now" writing.

I used to do roleplaying, but it was too much trouble.  I began writing short stories (more like supershort stories) instead.

QuoteMostly i just vomit words on a page, as if i'm talking....so i don't really think about how it's structured.

I use a combination of character POV and disembodied third person.  But for some things, you really need first person.

Also, stream of consciousness owns.  I was greatly influenced by stream of consciousness work, and it probably comes through in my fiction.

Quoteit would be fun to see something you wrote, i think. At the very least you have made me curious.

Poetry or prose?  I prefer prose.  But I posted some of my poems here:  https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,94200.0.html
"The cake is a lie."
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Evelyn

I like your voice. I like the second one and the last one especially, though the other ones are still really good. If you prefer prose then your prose would probably represent you better, but your poetry is still really good. Thank you very much for sharing, i enjoyed reading it.
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VeryGnawty

"The cake is a lie."
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Evelyn

you have a really great voice. thank you very VERY much for letting me read that. *nod nod*  you are gifted. And i agree, your prose is extremely distinctive, and really good. I had liked the poetry... but if you compare the two, it's pretty clear. Have you ever considered writing full novels? it's a hassle, but you would be good at it.
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VeryGnawty

Quote from: Evelyn on March 07, 2011, 03:42:19 PM
Have you ever considered writing full novels?

I don't really write much fiction anymore.  I spend most of my time studying science.
"The cake is a lie."
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