That's the deal and why should I apologize for it?  I want some boobz and I want some way to be accepted into society.  Why should it matter if I don't fit into society the way I'm "supposed" to fit in?  I just want a part of it. I don't ever expect to get rich or be a big part of society, I just want a corner where I can exist.  I'm stuck hunting and hunting for that corner, I just want a place that is for me and I'll be accepted.

I can really sympathise with how you feel. I'm certaibn many others will as well.

The best suggestion I can make is for you to design a realistic life plan.

When I read you're post , I'm reminded of former Texas Ranger owner , Eddie Chiles . he used to do these commercials where he would rant all over the place about some either stupid government desision or Liberal agenda being foisted upon us . He would always open the story by saying he was Mad .

Lok, you want breasts , save yer coins, get a cosmetic surgeon , get a consultation with both a therapist and the doctor .Don't sit there an play "Victim " DO IT ! ellen