Hello to everyone

I'll be brief as it's very late/early and I need to get some sleep.
I finally plucked up the courage to join a site so I could talk to like minded people about, well about "everything" related to a guy wanting to/and trying to - be as feminine as possible. [if you get what I mean]

I am afraid I am clueless about "everything" except my likes and dislikes.

I am 35 on the 19 of February not looking forward to that one trust me
I live in the UK - and fortunately live on my own right now 

Been Bisexual Since as far back as I can remember having sexual feelings for "people".

I don't know what is "normal" or what isn't for a guy who dearly believes with all their heart that they were born the wrong sex.

I have kept EVERYTHING in the dark from everyone until recently when I finally outed my sexuality.

Allot of things I have put under the title of "fetishes" for lack of any real info on how I should go about tackling it all.

I like cross dressing - love all things PINK - Am a complete fanatic about all things HAIR/locks - and am totally obsessed with footwear - especially BOOTS  **giggles**

Also have a thing for Corsets to.

I wear funky eye makeup Most of the time - do  myself elaborate designs all the time - but I never go out and about fully cross dressed - guess I just haven't ever been confident enough. - I just go about my daily life with my funky eye makeup

I'd want to have my walk down to a T and look not in the least bit male for me to feel comfy going out totaly dressed "female"...

Trying to be honest and open with you peeps here hehe - hope I'm not making a right narna of myself 

As I say I am Bisexual - always fancied both sexes equally - and have had relationships with both sexes.

Normaly I am heavily A-Sexual in look - and through school was sent to many a head doc as my parents tried to wrestle with the way I was mentaly - I just didnt see a difference in the sexes - still dont - I see beauty in both of them.

I want to look more feminine however - I want to get rid of those man dints in my arse that all guys have **giggles**

Would like better hips - would love girly hips actually - and breasts to - though small.
I sooo badly want a girly arse and hips you have nooo idea **giggles**

How to go about that - were to begin - what to ask - who to ask etc etc - is why I decided to finally sign up here

I'm fairly slender in frame - stretch everyday and am very bendy - helps me to achieve the look I am after creating in myself at the moment - because I am not on any kind of hormone or over the counter product - heavens thats why I am here any ways - to ask you guys about whats out there and what a guy can to to create the look and feel of a woman out of the body given to them at birth.

So Hello to you all /Nemes Waves at you all    -- I read a few pots before doing my introduction - and you all seem really loverly.

Its great to meet open minded free thinking people such as yourself.

I look forward to chatting with you all - just be ready all of you - because the Avalanche of questions I have and want to ask IS HUGE!!!! **giggles**

Forgive me my ignorance on all things mtf for it has took me till now to start to accept myself and start to do something about it and actively pursue my goals - though what they're I don't really know to be honest with you all.

I know one thing though - I want some hips and a girly arse **giggles** and breasts would be loverly too 

Now I really do have to get my beauty sleep - I hate having bags under my eyes

Hope to talk to each and everyone of you soon..

Take care all

Nemes x0x0x <3


PS - Anyone every wants to talk Boots and Hair - pm me **giggles**

Welcome to susan's spacekat. We'd love to have you over on the #chat side sometime.

Hi Nemes and welcome to Susan's!

Thank you for your introduction.  I'm sure that you will find plenty of support here, so please take a minute to explore all the forums of the site, review the site rules and visit the wiki where there's plenty of valuable information on transgender issues.  We look forward to your future posts and participation.  Enjoy your stay!

tinkerbell

Welcome to Susan's! I'm new here myself, as it took me quite a bit to work up the courage to come here, too. From what I can tell, this is a really good and supportive community, so don't be too shy! I hope to see you around!

Let me add my welcome to the others Nemes.

That was a wonderfull introduction and as others have mentioned I think that you will find Susan's to be a very friendly and open sanctuary.  Please take time to explore the site as there is a lot to see and do.

You will find  that we have a wide variety of members from a wide variety of backgrounds and from all over the transgender spectrum, and your membership will add to the diversity of our melting pot of allies.

So again welcome, I'm sure that we will chat later.

Steph

Thanks all for the warm welcome

Will jump onto the irc server now to see whose about

Take care all

Hyper x0x

hi there, i'm a newbie too. ~s~

~michelle~

Hello Nemes,
Good to meet you.
Welcome to Susan's

Jillieann

Welcome, Nemes!

You got questions, we got answers - seems like a perfect match!  Bring 'em on, honey!

hugs & smiles
helen