Just a few minutes ago I took my first Estradiol. Wow, what a journey it's been to allow myself to take this one little pill.
Originally I had planned to start E on the day after my birthday, but my doctor and I decided to delay a week because of complications with an ingrown toenail that just got surgically fixed this morning. Well as of this morning, that is now fixed, so I have no reason not to move on with the rest of my life. And that's what I'm doing.
The actual taking of the pill was a non-event. But the history of how I got here isn't lost on me. It's taken a lot of work on my part, willingness to accept myself, willingness to be patient with myself, courage, and authenticity. But it's also taken the acceptance, patience, courage and authenticity of others around me. I am exceedingly grateful for this journey, and that I have people in my life, and on Susan's who have helped me along the way.
This site has been a huge resource for me as I have struggled through coming to terms with my gender identity. I've never felt pushed in one direction or another, but simply given the information and support I needed to be true to myself. I could not be where I am today without this site, and those of you who have supported me in the past and continue to support me. Thank you.
And so another chapter starts for me. I am so interested in seeing where this journey leads me, and glad to have people like you along side.
