Ok, so I told my dad and that went to ->-bleeped-<-. but go figure my mom is fine with it. she said its my life and im gonna do what I want. she is not ready to call me brandon but she says she will use nicknames till shes ready and thats more then what my dad is doing.

so last weekend I texted my dad to see how he was doing this would be 2 weeks after i told him. after maybe 4 hours of texting he said that he will keep in contact and continue to convice me that I dont need to change my body to be happy. he tried to understand, i mean he asked questions but he also tried to disprove my answers. so I guess he really didnt try to understand. anyway when i told my gf she was a bit upset that i texted him at all, i was a compleat mess that first week as anyone who read that post knows. she doesnt think its a good idea for me to continue to talk to him now that i for the most part came clean to him and cliped a few strings. I know that she just doesnt want to see me that messed up agian but I just dont feel right about not giving him a chance to try to understand. even if it means that I will be depressed for another week in a month or two.

I feel that if i dont give him a chance to understand now that I will regret it later in life, but i dont want to put my gf through hell agian becouse im not ready to let my dad go. any advice?