*unattractive belly laugh* Know the feeling! I've been making an effort to widen that pink sliver, along with sneezing and coughing. Yup, it's tough to change these things you do instinctively, but the only thing you can do is keep at it. One of my roommates said the other day that he noticed my laughing is getting girlier. Man, flattery does wonders for the early transitioner's confidence.