Im a large guy, Ive found heels I absolutely adore in my size (13) American. But they're shoes that I would basically give anything to be able to wear, they are just too small, its absolutely frustrating beyond words. I see girls in the clubs wearing the shoes I want and I cant have them. I can get any dress, and stockings, bras, whatever else I want, but the shoes seal the deal for me and Its killing me that I cant explore more options. Also, I know that the higher heel shoes are the ones that don't usually go very big in size, but if its got less than a four inch heel it just doesn't do it for me. Maybe some of you have had some experience with the manufacturer or something like that to get them custom made? Not like I actually have the money for it at the moment, but it would put my mind somewhat at peace knowing there's some kinda of solution to my issue. I want suede black or tan 4-5 inch heels, they would send me over the edge in pleasure just to slide them over my stockinged feet. Ive always only ever been able to find patent, shiny heels, and yea I find them majorly sexy, but the suede just has a certain allure to it that Ive never felt with heels. I found some when I was about 14 and I bought them immediately. They were perfect, my mother found them and threw them out along with my whole wardrobe I was kept under close scrutiny after the fact and was unable to acquire anything new for a few years, and by the time I could again, My feet were just too big
Anyways enough raving from me.