Hi I'm new here I needed to join somewhere where I could be myself. For as long as I can remember I've been stuck in the wrong gender I have the body of a woman but my emotions thoughts my soul is male, I went to go in for a complete gender reassignment but!.. I found out I have health issues that means I cannot have surgery I have naturally a lot of male hormone but they could not give me more hormone therapy to complete the deepen voice ect due to health issues. So I'm stuck in a body that is foriegn to me. I try and dress as male as I can but the deep sadness I feel that I cannot match my body to fit the man I am. I hope you don't mind me writing this but I just wanted to introduce myself

Hi Pheonix, it's nice to meet you. You'll find lots of friends here, many will relate to your experiences. See you around, hugs, Tracey

HOLA... And I thought that I had it bad.  I could not imagine what you must be going thru :-( HANG IN THERE ... Feel free to chat anytime you want!!!  HUGS

Oh Pheonix, I'm so very sorry to hear that. That is definitely some difficult news to digest. If you ever feel like you need to talk to someone, I'm always willing to hear you out, just like JosieD

I just wanted to thank you for the replies, I appreciate the offers of a chat, it is not easy to say the least not being able to go through gender reassignment but I am going to see another specialist ( hopefully) I can perhaps get some help, if your allowed to your welcome to PM me I don't know if it's allowed but thank you so much

Welcome to the site Pheonix  I'm sorry to hear that you can't transition  I look forward to seeing you around the forum and I hope that seeing a specialist will be able to help you


side note: You can receive PM's but cannot respond to them until 15 posts. I know that confused me at first so I thought I'd let you know just in case. 

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