Tonight, I came out to my boyfriend about identifying as male.
It went so much better than I had thought. Being human.. thinking worst case scenario and all.. but no! He was really comforting and understanding!
This weekend I was at an anime convention. The times I was not in costume (all of which were male characters) I still had my binder on and dressed. walked..etc as a guy.
I felt more like myself than I had in many many years.
That's how I started the conversation. It was so difficult for me to place the right words.. but I got it all out in the open. -breathes huge sigh of relief-
His words were so loving.. he said: "I don't care how you dress, how short your hair gets. If you don't feel comfortable, or like yourself, being a woman, that is fine with me. I love you and you shouldn't be afraid to talk to me about this stuff.. you can talk to me about anything."
Then he hugged and kissed me and helped me wipe away my tears.
I'm just.. idk so happy right now!!
Feels like a huge weight has been lifted from my chest and I can talk openly about it with him.
I need to say an big thank you to everyone that has supported me and given me words of encouragement! You guys are amazing! <3
A side note.. I've narrowed down my list of names to 2: Zeke (a name I've always had a fondness for) and Tarius (the 'a' is pronounced as in the word: air) That one comes from my zodiac, Sagittarius.
What do you guys think?