As said by both posters, don't go that route. You need monitored blood work, and if something should go wrong-- you need an experienced endo. to seek out the correct treatment. I would highly suggestion, as Lee said, providing details as to what is holding up the actual "getting T" with a trans.-friendly endocrinologist and maybe others can help there. Buying it online is illegal, and seen as steroids, and can be confiscated in the mail. Then you shoot it up, god only knows what you are actually buying and without blood work, who knows what things could go out of whack. Plus, you don't know what your needed dosage is. :/