My mom had asked me about this before I got on hormones, banking sperm, just in case one day I may want to have kids. Sure I would love to have children, but in a way that is impossible, as a woman, to be able to give birth myself (I birthed a kidney stone once, but that's not the same), not by way of something that would remind me of the male parts that I wanted to get rid of, didn't want to have anything to do with it to begin with, never mind using it to bring life into the world that could end up as screwed up as me, those were kinda my thoughts then. And those thoughts still kinda hold the same, except I don't think of myself really as screwed up, I came out a little wrong (female soul in a male body), but I'm a good person and would have been a very loving mother, certainly would've given me some meaning and direction in my life that wasn't just selfish longings of being whole.