first of all i'd like the say Hello! (newbie)

I just wanted to see if any of you would be able to offer me some advice i'm kind of on the fence, ive been looking through the forum and found stuff that relates to me and i'm differently sure i want to be a guy. ive tried the whole route of having boyfriends to please my parents but never works out because i feel like i'm living a lie.

i offered dress up in guy clothes on my own and have recently felt comfortable walking into town like that but i cant do it arond my family and friends its hard because they make jokes about it sometimes that im very boyish but i brush it off and get really defensive, i dont think it would be a great shock if i came out but i'm worried  .. this is most likely a pointless topic but i just wondered if anyone knew something that i could do next kinda stuck in limbo at the moment.

Hi and a big welcome.

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Thank you, yeah ive been looking some good things on here, didnt know i could get information of these and how people feel the smae way thought i was only one