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Started by Randi, June 20, 2011, 08:51:53 PM

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Randi

Here I am in beautiful NW FL and I can't be en femme-and it's driving me nuts. I am so jealous of the cute girls and the clothes they wear. I'm not on my meds and I am feeling the pressure. I have spent most of today thinking about being female. When I look in the mirror I see male. When I close my eyes and think about myself I am always female. I want so bad to put on my little black tshirt dress with sandals and a little belt and tell everybody I am female and be accepted that way. I am not a happy camper today.

Randi
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juliekins

Hang in there, Randi. It will get better.

Where are you along your gender journey?
"I don't need your acceptance, just your love"
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Randi

Thanks, I am some better today. I am getting back to the hormone levels prior to my use of Estrogen & spironolactone-to say the least it is difficult for me.

Randi
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Janet_Girl

Not sure why you can be en Femme, but it is just for short time.  Hang in there Randi.  It will end soon.
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inna

Little black Tshirt! Oh my girl, you will surely melt. I went to fill up my car and at the station caught a glimpse of weather report: 94F feels like 127
I don't know about you but I am melting just thinking about fueling my car :)
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Cindy

As Janet said I'm not sure why you can't be you.

Love and Hugs

And you will be gorgeous in one of those itsy bitsy bikinis one day

Cindy
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Randi

Oh Lord Home Sweet Home! I decided to come on up today and have some me time. I'm gonna meet up with my sister for supper with margaritas for dessert!
I have been away with my wife's family-brother sister mother neices their kids...yeah you get the picture. Not a very enjoyable trip overall although I did get quality time listening to the waves breaking. I saw two sharks one seven or eight ft. and the other a small one around 3ft. both in shallow water. After that the only thing I did was wade.

I keep what I want to wear to myself if they/her & family are around me. I had my little blue suit with me just in case I could get away for a while-but alas, twas not to be the case. I also have lost five pounds this week so I am a pretty happy camper-almost time for a smaller swimsuit! After I got over being jealous to a degree of all the pretty girls who were there, I didn't spend much time sitting on the sand. What time I did spend I got to watch all of them and see what they were wearing-wondering how it would look on me. I did enjoy that part of it and I saw alot of things in shops down there I would have loved to have had. But I was good and didn't buy anything. Not even a patch for my riding jacket-knew I forgot something when we left the Naval Aviation Museum.

I'm home safe and all is well-or at least better than the other day. And I promise I won't celebrate too much tonite. 

Randi
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