I dont think jealous is the word i mean...but yea
Pre everything as i am, im a pretty confident outgoing guy...but once im on T and/or get top surgery...I know for a fact ill be a lot like this guy
I already am but i jus wish i could be more comfortable...

Sorry if this is a lame ass post. ->-bleeped-<-s jus gettin to me hard lately

Are you ever jealous of cisguys or post op guys?

all the time.

Definitely.

Not douchey seeming ones like the guy in that vid. 

Yup. I'm like a jealous little kid.

im rather jealous of cis guys especially the guys who dont deserve the body they where born with. im a bit envious of some trans guys but i also am happy for them.

I get pretty jealous, but at the same time, I do feel happy for post-ops. It's like, "My time will come~ but I really can't wait for it to come grr"

Even being post-op I am jealous of cisguys. I still feel my body is shaped like a woman because of my hip fat. T hasn't really distributed it to my stomach.  I was so obsessed with my chest that I didn't think anything else was making me look female. I realized now I should have got hip lipo at the same time as my chest surgery. I regret not thinking about it sooner.

But when I was pre-op I was extremely jealous of cisguys and trans guys with A or B cups since I was about a DD.

Kal(eb): buddy you look better now pre-t and pre-op than I ever will hahah.

Im not really jealous of post-up guys, because I know there mess, and there been working hard to get so far.
I personally feel its to much trouble for to little use so im okay being pre-up.

but im pretty jealous of cis-guys.
I feel it the biggest prove im trans is my jealousy because I honestly dont know whats make me trans only when I see guys going around in swims trucks with naked cheast, or a father having a kid who is his own, or a man who look femenine but still no one is in doubt that he is a man..

then I feel kinda cheated for something

I think I'm more jealous of trans guys with smaller chests, and trans guys with more facial hair while at the same point on hormones.

Quote from: Nygeel on July 27, 2011, 11:13:24 AM
I think I'm more jealous of trans guys with smaller chests, and trans guys with more facial hair while at the same point on hormones.

This.

more like envy

Quote from: LordKAT on July 27, 2011, 11:40:46 AM
more like envy

Yea, I couldn't think of the right word.

The only thing that makes me jealous about other guys is voice. I work with a guy who's the same age as me and I'm really not sure what he thinks of me, but I think he's creeped out by me because of it.

I think I avoid talking and socializing at work more than I normally would because I'm so paranoid about my voice.

So I'm sure once I am on T and have been on it for the better part of a year I'll be fine, but that's a long ass time.

I'm jealous of FtMs.  As strange as it sounds, in my head I feel like FtMs are superior to everyone... I think all the time that I wish I were going FtM than MtF. 
For some reason I've always been compelled to want to be female... it's not even that my life as a guy was so bad, it's just that I feel female.  I am much happier now as a girl, but I've always wished that since I am trans, I would be going from Female to Male instead of MtF 
A few months back I decided to detransition (I eventually stopped and went back to being female), and somebody even asked me if I was just beginning to transition from female to male.  It was sorta exciting to hear that, but I explained otherwise.  It's just I dislike women (not all, but most of them) so much, that to me it's like why in the world do I want to be one? 

Quote from: anibioman on July 27, 2011, 04:56:29 AM
im rather jealous of cis guys especially the guys who dont deserve the body they where born with. im a bit envious of some trans guys but i also am happy for them.

I feel the same way.
I can't really explain it without sounding incredibly sexist and douchey, but there was one 'guy' I knew that just...disgusted me. I wanted to kill him in his sleep, cut off his downstairs and keep it for myself.

I'm really envious of cisguys' socialization. Is that weird? haha

like I have to work so hard at 18 to figure out how I'm supposed to relate to people and things I should know (and what degree of reaction to have should something hit me in the groin ). I generally just "be myself" but at the same time because I'm stealth it's not worth screwing up something every normal 6 year old should know.

I am always jealous of guys who either just had surgery or cis guys who don't need surgery

I saw a post a few days ago on tumblr of a 15 year old trans guy who had top surgery, you have no idea how frustrated and envious I was

Yes all the time.

Quote from: Elijah on July 27, 2011, 03:42:58 PM
I am always jealous of guys who either just had surgery or cis guys who don't need surgery

I saw a post a few days ago on tumblr of a 15 year old trans guy who had top surgery, you have no idea how frustrated and envious I was

what was his name?