so I bought a gv sailor a couple days ago and it just came in the mail. i put it on with the strap that i got and i know this is embarrassing but I started crying. how silly is it that a $20 piece of silicone feels like the fulfillment of almost everything I've struggled with my whole life. I'm so happy. I want to prance around in my underwear and sing songs from the sound of music. I keep grabbing my balls and doing the "male adjust" BECAUSE I CAN. anyone who has followed my posts knows that I'm extremely devastated by not having a penis and even if that's shallow I feel like I can finally calm down and not be so insecure. I know I'm rambling but I'm just so excited and happy... for those of you who don't need to pack- well im envious of your confidence but for those of you with terrible bottom dysphoria like me, packing is the best thing ever.