In January I turn 50. I'm retired navy and fluntly speak Sailor. I have always identified more so with women. no interest in team sports. being married for 22 years for dont know why most of the time. MTF crossdressing has being a life long interest to me mostly in private and a few times for halloween.ive being in a pink fog a few times and considered SRS but that realy is not for me. the girl side of me loves shopping for me. the boy in me loves everything guns. that part of me is easy to figure out growing up with John Wayne as everyone roll model. the CD side of me is not so easy.  being raised cathloic well they tryed to raise me cathloic but the thought of reincarnation entered my head as early as the other mentoined interests. i dont know.
crossdressing for me is complex on differnt levels. I know stress will bring it on but on a day to day basis do not fall with in the normal man size range when it comes to clothing. a mans medium shirt is the only thing from the mens department that fits. from the waist down forget it there is nothing. so i go to the womens department.

hi and wellcome to Susan, late post but better late than never.

Thank You Natkat. I'm back home now so I dont have as much online time

Hi Carolynn, it's nice to meet you! Welcome to Susans, and thank you for serving. If you get the time, stop by the "Roll call" thread and say hello to the other vets and supporters. Hugs, Tracey 

Welcome aboard Carolynn.

Karen.