Hey thank you all for your quick replies

and for posting up the photo's too that really helps and gives me some hope.
Made me happy to see people have had such great responses at my age.
I always think I have left things too late and kinda expect the worst or nothing, but you all look great and hrt has done wonders.
Btw Jen, I did catch your post before it went, that sad place you said you were in before hrt, well that's pretty much me every day, kinda drowning in it, so I totally know where you have been.
I would very much start hrt now if I could, only turned 33 a couple of months ago, but seeing as my therapy is just starting I am guessing its going to be at least 6 months to a year before I get the green light. (Hence my 34 title) I guess not too much will physically change in a year, well I hope..
I am freaking out though, as I feel everyday lost counts now in a big way. I did read the closer you get to 35 the less hrt works, or tapers off.
Thinkin I really should stop reading so much stuff online, stressing myself out majorly.
Wow - sorry went way off topic, but figured its my post so

Thanks again
-Miya