There are so many thing I'm not sure of.This is just one of them. If you think I might prefer to be a boy. I don't know.. But I don't mind being in between.
What I have been wondering is I have thought to take testosterone for just a slight effect. I'm not going to lie, slight existent of muscle mass would be good. But I don't plan to take it as far as possible just when I get the desired effect. As I said earlier I'm not planning to be a transgender.
I have been looking at testosterone gel. I heard it affect the user slower and distributive.
Any suggestion or opinions on this?


Thank you.

Not sure about testosterone gel but I've used Oestrogel for many years without a problem. There is one thing you do have to be careful about and that is that it can affect anyone who is in regular close skin to skin contact especially in the first hour after application.

T changes don't work like that.  You may get increased muscle mass, more body hair, etc while on T but if you stop taking it most of that will revert back.  The only changes that won't are voice changing and something else (don't remember what) Your facial hair may still be there (if you were on T long enough to get it) but it will probably soften and become lighter/not as thick.  Muscle mass will most likely revert back.