a lot of you know me, but i have created a new account and, here i am again! lol!

I wanted to post this here because i just do. I am in beauty school right now. I am 200 hours into it and reeally LOVE it. Let me also say that I am still on my hormone regiment and looking really great. I look better and sexier than most gg's.

there are rules everywhere we go. It does not matter where we go, there are always someones rules to live by. Im ok with that. What im not ok with is that they seem to apply strictly to some (me) and not at all to others. In the beauty industry, it is all so very smile to your face and knife you in the back at the same time. Many times you wont even  know who knifed you. thats ok though. There is a gay boy there, Johnny, who hates me soooo bad. though we have never really talked. A real problem starter and major crap talker. He tried to punk me on saturday, and well lets just say that I am no punk, though i didnt smash him, cuss at him or anything,,,, i also didnt show any fear (quite frankly, he isnt scary at all) so he went to Tim the owner and bam i got suspended, Tim wouldnt even tell me a reason. I am beginning to see that Tim doesnt want me there (the owner). When i went to look at the school i didnt get a tour which i thought nothing of at the time, but since I started i see him giving all kinds of people a tour ( "normal" guys and girls) i dont know,,, depressing really.

I will find out today how long my suspension is for. I am going to start looking at other schools. These people are NOT going to be able to discourage me from my dreams. I have been through WAY too much to let these people defeat me. Plain and simple. I am fighting for all of us. It is our community i want to provide services to.

I love you all so very much! i have moved to!!! YAY! I no longer live in gang neighborhood!!!!! i live in west hollywood, I am clean and sober and on the education path!

Love Nicole

Girl, you're a trooper! Don't you ever lose that brave quality, because we need more people with that! Just don't forget that there are people here to support you when you need it .

But yeah, looking for another school during your suspension is a good move. I know I wouldn't want to stay in that toxic environment, but you seem to be holding up really well even though the odds are against you.

I wish you luck in the days to come. Keep fighting the good fight!

Quote from: Fighter on September 14, 2011, 12:26:56 PM
Girl, you're a trooper! Don't you ever lose that brave quality, because we need more people with that! Just don't forget that there are people here to support you when you need it .

But yeah, looking for another school during your suspension is a good move. I know I wouldn't want to stay in that toxic environment, but you seem to be holding up really well even though the odds are against you.

I wish you luck in the days to come. Keep fighting the good fight!

thank you so much! your words mean a lot to me! I am also using this as an opportunity to polish myself as a person.

LOL!!! I just got the dreaded phone call! They kicked me out! wow! Thats ok, there are a million and seven schools that offer cosmetology! I am that much more motivated now

Don't let rude idiots like that run(and ruin) your life, you deserve more. I'm glad you already know what to do, keep going

Hi Nicole,
Johnny's problem is that homosexuals and lesbians generaqlly hate transgirls.
Tell Tim that suspending you is awfully unlawful on many counts and you need to be back in class ASAP.
A lawyer or legal help centre might write a letter to Tim to help you along.

Quote from: Nikki_Mercedes on September 14, 2011, 11:04:35 AM
He tried to punk me on saturday, and well lets just say that I am no punk, though i didnt smash him, cuss at him or anything,,,, i also didnt show any fear (quite frankly, he isnt scary at all) so he went to Tim the owner and bam i got suspended, Tim wouldnt even tell me a reason.

What exactly happened?