I have posted a few times here. I am 32 and live in the midwest. Have been on HRT for 2 years now and I am doing well. I guess I should say 2 years under a doctors care. I have experimented since I was 18 with harmones. Birth control pills, you name it. I just wanted a new body. I finally feel comfortable with myself. I live on a small horse ranch all by my self. I moved to the country a few years ago to escape the past. As far as everyone in town knows I am a female. When I do post questions I tend to generalize so you will have to forgive. If I say "always" it just means most of the time. If I say the other day it could mean anything from a week ago to 2 weeks ago. Please excuse me. I am very emotional at times, and just tend to ramble on. I have been living full time as a woman for some time now, and do intend to go SRS soon. Now soon could mean a month to a several months. This year for sure!
I have met a nice guy that like me, but I think I will put this relationship on the back burner for a while until I have SRS so I won't be lying to anyone. I do feel as if I am complete now, but that thing between my legs just won't let me forget. I am scared only because I have never been to a hospital for anything. I just want to wake up without too much pain. HA! HA! The doc has told me what to expect. I just want to get it over with so I can go on with my life. My name has been legaly changed already to Deborah. A pretty name I think.
So thanks for listening to me ramble on

Deb

Welcome!
Poke around, ask questions, insert yourself into our far-out discussions!
I know what you mean about your verbal and emotional quirks, I do that! I'm descended from ranchers on both sides, and am a midwesterner, as well. You are around people here who understand. Many who have been where you are, many who will be.
I'm glad you're here!
Blessings, Tara

Thank you for posting an intro and welcome.  It's always nice to have a little background on a person so you can piece things together a little easier when you are trying to help them.

Melissa

Thank all of you for being so nice.  I am often understood. I guess that is because I am so emotional at times. I do tend to ramble on.

Deb

Deb,

A warm welcome to Susan's!  You have accomplished much and I look forward to your wisdom.  Many here can help you on your journey, so don't be afraid to ask.

Again, welcome.

Kristi

Welcome to Susan's Deb. It is a great place full of warm and wonderful people ready to listen and advise and just chat or help make ya smile.

Thnx fr the intro, Deb!

I realy hope it all works out with you, re your boyfriend.

WELCOME ! !
helen

Hello Deb,
Do ramble It is more than acceptable here.
I'mam glad to meet you.
Welcome to Susan's,

Jillieann

Welcome to Susan's Deb.  You're among a great group of people here with diverse experiences so take advantage of it.  Jump in, post, debate and enjoy yourself.

Hi Deb,

Welcome to Susan's, where rambling is often the order of the day, and usually gets someplace.  Unless it's me doing the rambling, in which case I can ramble right into a wall.  Or is that amble?  Help!  Anyway, welcome, and I hope you enjoy your stay here, and that it lasts a great long time.

Susan Kay