Words cannot express my gratitude towards my partner and the few real friends I have.

Its almost as if they can read minds.

For 2 months everyday I would plan to kill myself, out of fear mostly, well really completely.
Suddenly people who have always been closest to me seemed to immediately migrate into my life and fill every void with love.

I am truly happy I am still breathing and not wrapped in dirt.
Yes, things will never always be however, but with love eminating from outside me, its like I have a light guiding me out of the darkness.

I dislike strongly organized religion, but the way things have worked, no one can tell me there is not something watching over us.

I dont know how to repay it, and Im definitely not perfect, but I am forever grateful.

dont know why, but I felt compelled to post this
<3

Also, thank you to all of you who have helped my amazing partner

That's why your real friends are so close. We all need friends like this. And although we may be countries apart, we are here for you.
Don't worry about the debt. You can repay that later when you are on the right side.
Be safe, well and happy
Lotsa luv
Catherine

Hi Jillian, I'm so glad I'm not alone either. I have a family who loves me, warts and all. I have a pretty good job. I have a couple close friends I couldn't imagine life without. I have so much to be thankful for.

Hugs,

Kim

Quote from: jillian on October 02, 2011, 02:04:39 PM
Words cannot express my gratitude

Really glad you're happy Jillian. I've read a few posts from you, where it seemed all doom and gloom.
So happy to be reading- joy. Glad it's working in your favour.

OXOXOXO

Jen