So as in my introduction post
I'm not sure what I'm

to clarify it
I feel a bit turned on thinking of wearing girls clothes but not wearing is not uncomfortable or totaly turning on
as I didn't enjoyed it tried it a few years ago and stopped it as i feel nothing special.

So in girls clothes I feel neither wrong/ or like my right gender should wear( a transsexual in my mind feels in girls clothes morre natural as in boys clothes) as I didn't feel anything wearing it I'm not a "normal" "crossdresser" and I think I'm not a Ts

How i live
I'm interested in boys stuff technology computers a bit in games.
But I don't linke sports and I remember playing one time with barbys with my sis but not feel wrong
but mainly  do "boy's" stuff
but I don't feel familliar with boys stuff like beeing the biggest having the "biggest"
or being a bodybuilder.

You would say normal guy perfect where is your problem
but sometimes and as writtein in my introduction something started
I was the thinking when I see girls why can I not be beautiful like them
Not at avery girl but some time ago i looked nearly after every girl and thought that
now I changed my hobbys a bit it slowed down but it comes back.
I don'T feel living in the wrong body or stuff like that
I also wear very leisure/male wear with sweaters t-shirts blue jeans


So that's for the beginning my someone feels like me or someone has an advice for me
Leonie

My advice to you is to seek out a gender therapist who can help you figure out who you are because we do not know you and any suggestions we can give you are only conjectures and not to true wide picture of things.

thanks for the answer but look in my introduction thread i posted also an answer to your advice

Maybe you could considered yourself dual gendered. There is a yahoo group for dualgendered folks.

I doubt anyone here or anywhere else can answer that question for you definitively.  There is no neat and simple definition that one can use to determine their gender identity, if one has questions about it.  I've met a whole range of MTFs, from hyper feminine to relatively masculine, all of whom have transitioned and are happy they did.  The old, pink-blue, dolls-trucks, male friends-female friends so-called telltales just don't work for everyone.

I've been wishing all my life something would happen and turn me female.  I spent a lot of time wishing and hoping that.  Once I transitioned, that all stopped.  Even when the fallout from transitioning challenged me to the max and I started wondering if I made the right decision, all I had to do was remember all those years of wishing and hoping.

If you ask yourself the right questions and answer them honestly, you will get a better answer to your question than anyone else can give you.

I'm a very girly girl (in the traditional sense, anyway). I always played with dolls and barbies when I was little. I like being pretty, watching sappy romance movies and get teary eyed at most things that I see or hear (whether it's really happy or really sad).

On the other hand: I like video games, computers and anime. These could be considered more male hobbies.
Then again ... I've really started getting bored of 2 of those lately. I still love anime but I just can't get into games or computers that much anymore. It's more of a thing to pass time nowadays. But still, I like a wide variety of things and I don't think this means anything as far as my gender is concerned. That's something you have to figure out for yourself, likely with the help of a therapist.

thanks for the tipps
Leonie

So after a long time
thinking i'm pretty sure i know what i am and
that i don't need an psychologist and thanks to everone for answers

Glad it only took you a week to figure it out

Blessings.

let me confuse again then but i do this to help

i am a mtf
i love girls cloths but don't hate boys they just don't feel right.
i am a total tomboy i ain't very feminine but i can be very feminine at times.
i love games but hate sports.

i used to get a little turned on by the clothing thing but estrogen fixed that

i am a girl took me 12 years to finally realise it properly
now ! welcome to our community just know not all girls are super feminine