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Started by Futura, September 24, 2011, 07:02:32 AM

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Amazon D

Quote from: Futura on October 14, 2011, 03:56:39 PM
Maybe I am feeling miserable simply because I stopped smoking last month. That was some hand-made heavy fuel, not ordinary cigarettes. Oddly, I have no wish to smoke, I just feel much more depressed since then...

Are there any HRT-compatible / liver-friendly medications for making me better?

HEY CONGRATULATIONS.. YOUR ON YOUR WAY.. WOW I KNOW WHATS ITS LIKE TO QUIT SMOGGS.

hey your gonna get this thing going.. i know it.. wow.. you quit smoking .. wow  ;D
I'm an Amazon womyn + very butch + respecting MWMF since 1999 unless invited. + I AM A HIPPIE

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Futura

I can no longer endure a loneliness.
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Renate

Well getting out is a cure for loneliness.
I know it can be difficult sometimes.
Get involved with stuff, with life.
http://meetup.com/ is a good place to find activities in your area.

If you have to, have a T-shirt made up that says, "Yes, damn it, I'm a woman".
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Felix

QuoteAre there any HRT-compatible / liver-friendly medications for making me better?

If you're curious about medications, find a psychiatrist.
everybody's house is haunted
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Jen61

Quote from: Futura on October 02, 2011, 09:35:37 AM
I had a dream in which I opened the door of a reactor and the radiation instantly killed me. No pain, no suffering...

Then I woke up. What a disappointment...

I know this is a temporary downfall, but it drives me mad...

The pain of death is the same no matter how death arrives.


In any case, think: "what? to die without boobies? No self respecting girl would do that. Live for the time when the "girls" would grow!
Courage,

Jen61
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Sailor_Saturn

You wanted me to tell you something to make you feel better? I'll tell you exactly what I have told myself today to bring myself out of a suicidal depression.

You are nothing short of magnificent. Transsexuals endure more heartache than an entire city's worth of cis-gendered people. We are living evidence that the human spirit is absolutely indestructible. If your pain is caused by the mockery of ignorant fools who know not the bliss they have received for free, remember them as such. It is YOU who should mock them, for they know NOTHING of pain and yet profess to know everything. If your pain is caused by disharmony between your mind and your body, remember that you are steadily on the advance toward resolving that disharmony. It's all a matter of time, and you'll have your freedom in the end. You're on HRT, which means you're closer to your freedom than even I. Cherish that freedom, and pursue it without relenting.

You have come too far, endured too much, to end it all now. Nature stole your birthright from you, your very womanhood. And now that you're so far on the course to finally regain what that wretched thief stole, you're going to let her keep it? Steal your womanhood back, and mock nature with it forever. Make the universe pay for ever crossing you by living a happy life in spite of its best efforts to destroy you. Every day you live will be another day that those who scoff against you have failed, another day that you've proven your station above them. Stand with me, Futura. Let's live in spite of the odds, in spite of our pain, so that we may prove that we more than any other deserve our happiness.
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Futura

Quote from: Jen61 on October 17, 2011, 11:00:47 PMIn any case, think: "what? to die without boobies?

I have them. Not a big ones, but they are there. It's the similar thing with my hips and back...

Anyway, thanks for a kind words...

Today I feel a little better. These mood swings and loneliness are very tiring...
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Catherine Sarah

Futura,

What more can be said?

I want you to print out what Sailor_Saturn has said and plaster it all around your room. Make it your daily mantra. Particularly when you are down.

What Sailor_Saturn has said would inspire life back into the dead.

And Renate has given you a link to help you. Keep in touch and let us know how you are coping. You are loved by all here.

Be safe, well and happy
Lotsa luv
Catherine




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Futura

I don't know why I came here again, but I want to write something here...

Most of the time I feel like a ->-bleeped-<-...
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8888

Play your guitar! Become really good until you feel that it would be a waste to kill yourself because of all the effort you put in to acheive your skill level. Then eventually your life will be improved and you'll be like "what happened?", well you will know what happened but the point is you'll get through your depression period, especially if you're on HRT as something's already improving in the background. That's what I did and it worked.
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Amazon D

But it is your wonderful trans spirit that is attractive to us all here  ;)
I'm an Amazon womyn + very butch + respecting MWMF since 1999 unless invited. + I AM A HIPPIE

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Futura

At least these days others think I am female. That gives me some hollow satisfaction, but I am a failure by design anyway...

Oh yes, I fell in love with another transsexual. What a complicated thing. This makes me very happy, it's so great to hear sweet words, to kiss, to hold hands...

But I am so afraid of failure, future, lack of money and everything. I can't afford anything and this depresses me most of all...

Ahh...
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Amazon D

Quote from: Futura on December 17, 2011, 01:57:46 PM
At least these days others think I am female. That gives me some hollow satisfaction, but I am a failure by design anyway...

Oh yes, I fell in love with another transsexual. What a complicated thing. This makes me very happy, it's so great to hear sweet words, to kiss, to hold hands...

But I am so afraid of failure, future, lack of money and everything. I can't afford anything and this depresses me most of all...

Ahh...

Damn the pastures are always greener on the other side.. lucky in love unlucky in cards .. trade ya
I'm an Amazon womyn + very butch + respecting MWMF since 1999 unless invited. + I AM A HIPPIE

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