Thank you annah for giving me the information on Michael j. Nowiki. I scheduled an appointment with him on November 2nd and i sure can't wait to spill out all my bottled up feeling of being trans. I just hope that everthing goes well and he'll be able to help me with some of the issues that i been dealing with for quite some time now. I decided to get ready for him by typing out some things that might be useful for him. Some of the things i will be giving him is a list of goals i would like to achieve during my transition which includes evaluating if it's all right to come out to my family, hrt, electrolysis, make-up, clothes, etc.. and the list goes on. (its a very long list). Also i already came out to my mom, but she acts as though nothing ever happened. If you had read my post on how i came out then you can probably get a feel to how she reacted. Also to make things easier for my therapist i wrote out exactly how i found out i was trans and how am 100% sure i am one. At this point nothing is going to convince me otherwise, i know this will make me happy. Other then that i would like to work on my other problems such as my depression, social-anxiety, and other issues. Lastly i made a transistion plan to how i am going to complete my transition with back up plans and what scenerios that might side track me with solutions. Hopefully, he'll help work on my plan to see if there is anything wrong with it. Well anyway thank you again annah for giving the information on him, i definitely appreciate you helping me.