Ok so I took my FFS baseline pictures today. Ouch that still stings. They are brutal. A headshot with hair back and no make up takes away a lot of our gender reinforcing features (breasts, hair over the male hairline, relaxed muscles means no smile).

It was also a good reminder that I need to lose more weight.

And NO I will not be posting those photos. I just needed to share this so I could move on past it.

im right their with you took mine tuesday .nut look on the bright side. work in progress which means soon you will be the work of art you always wanted to be

I took some a few weeks back for virtual ffs and I'm right there with you. I hate being stuck in the middle like this. One good thing is that losing weight doesn't cost much and makes a huge difference whether you have surgery or not.

I become suicidal when I see pictures of the male me.  I know exactly how you feel.  It's like looking at a person you've never seen.  I think TG women have a very clear visualization in their brain of their real female faces and when we see a picture that says we don't look like that and instead look like this man (especially more so if the man is ugly) its absolutely unbearable.