Rylie, stop picking on yourself like that. You're cute!
The only thing you need, as you said yourself, is voice practice. I can definitely hear that you can do it, and if I heard you over the phone I would gender you female, but you just need to practice to maintain it better!
But yeah, if for some obscure reason you don't get into the colab channel, I will first go and question Joey, doing both the good AND the bad cop act, and then I will suggest that you continue making videos anyway on your own. Because I would watch them.