i just spent the last hour crying because of this http://pleasurelypainful.deviantart.com/art/Transgender-168630895?q=boost%3Apopular%20transgender&qo=0 it put everything ive been feeling my entier life into words. i just want to be normal. and.. X.X im still tearing up as i type this i dont even know what i want to say.

my SO whome ive mentioned before has been skypeing with me, and ofcourse suddenly sobing raisies questions, and as much as she seems nearvous bout the subject we got a lot more understand of how we each feel about it, rather then emotionless words we hear eachothers voices while explaining it... i know she will stay. thats part of why im crying now, i still dont know entierly. i just cant stop, i dont know if its a good cry or a bad cry but im sobbing my eyes out... >.< i dont even know why im saying this or what i expect you gals to do. just... help.. even though i dont know what will.. is that a selfish question?

Hi Lilly

Hugs Sis,

There is nothing wrong with a good cry.

It is a nice poem and sometimes words can hit us like sledgehammers. That is the art of poetry. To put emotion into words. It takes empathy and talent to do that. Both are rare. One of the rarest talents however is to know how to love.

I think you and your SO have that talent.

Hug them' kiss them, nuzzle them. Love them.

You are two lucky people.

Love to you both

Cindy

heeee ^^ fianly stoped, though im exhausted and about to pass out.. ^^ thanks cindy. you are to right. it does feel emensley better now. thank you. ^^

That is a very nice poem. It's simple but it hits hard.

It sounds like the cry you had though, started as a bad one, but because of the bad cry you managed to turn it into a good one with your SO, and that's just great.
Good luck to both of you!

Very nice poem Lilly. Brings it all home.