not really I mean I see myself as a largely contigious person. more like the same person who was exposed to an extreme event that changed them as much as any other extreme event changes a person.
However if I hypothetically relate to my past self as a seperate indivdual I can't really hate them, I see them more as a tragic character. I'm somwhat annoyed at them for begin so frightened for so long and using that as an excuse to do nothing but that's not an unforgivable crime as I can respect that hindsight is 20/20.
