Quote from: Torn1990 on December 28, 2011, 03:39:26 PM
neither will I girl.
I hope not anyway.
As hormones come closer and closer (I start jan. 13th.) i'm beginning to realize how much of a butch trans woman I want to be.
I'm really attracted to gay men, a part of me hopes that gay guys still find me appealing, it's something I wasn't suspecting.
I am definitely interested in maintaining ties to both sides due to my identity.
I've completely became disconnected from men who 3 yrs ago would be having sex with me. It is one thing I regret most of my transition, that I didn't make the most of my gay time. Just being seen as a girl by most of them is bittersweet... I go to gay bars and they ask me, "where's your ->-bleeped-<- at?"
I'd prefer a relationship with a gay men rather than having to basically make a straight guy gay. At least the family already knows... But then again, I live in the perfect heterosexual girl life and my Mom told me not to look a gift horse in the mouth.