My  breasts have developed pretty well and currently i am a B cup, the only thing that i find completely disgusting is being naked and seeing breasts and a penis... it makes me completely miserable to shower and change clothing because i cannot avoid it, at least when i have clothes on i can hide it away.. I feel like a ->-bleeped-<- honestly and even though i find that word offensive towards trans people and me.. i find myself thinking that when i my body in the mirror or something its gonna be a very long time before i can even consider SRS.

Atleast you have boobs.
Some are unlucky and dyshporic about not having any and a peen, and they have to spend money on both a BA and SRS.

I'm sorry you don't feel well though.

Well, if you truly feel that bad about your anatomical state, you could always try wearing one of those "real pussies", or whatever they were called- Those false vaginas made out of latex that you can strap on to your own croatch, either as as a "hiding" prosthetic or, to have sexual intercouse with.

Guess you could teoretically try wearing one of those 24/7, if you think it could potentially make you feel better mentally from it.

10 months in and I barely fill an A-cup. -_- 
So you have one up on me anyway.

Just be a pervert and get into it. I didn't used to like mine when i was 20 but I don't mind it now. Everyone's just going to go by your girl face. Nobody cares about whats in between your legs as long as all else is girly

Quote from: Elsa.G on January 04, 2012, 12:37:19 PM
My  breasts have developed pretty well and currently i am a B cup, the only thing that i find completely disgusting is being naked and seeing breasts and a penis... it makes me completely miserable to shower and change clothing because i cannot avoid it, at least when i have clothes on i can hide it away.. I feel like a ->-bleeped-<- honestly and even though i find that word offensive towards trans people and me.. i find myself thinking that when i my body in the mirror or something its gonna be a very long time before i can even consider SRS.

This is something that often bothers me too    My body has feminized fairly well over the past couple of years of being on HRT and seeing the annoying dangler attached to it just doesn't make sense    It's like one of those puzzles were you have to find what doesn't belong in the picture

It really depresses me sometimes so I try to avoid looking at it and dream of affording srs 

Quote from: Elsa.G on January 04, 2012, 12:37:19 PM
. I feel like a ->-bleeped-<- honestly and even though i find that word offensive towards trans people and me..

I don't find that word at all offensive IMHO. Cuz baby I was born that way.

Quote from: Mahsa the disco shark on January 04, 2012, 02:46:23 PM
I don't find that word at all offensive IMHO. Cuz baby I was born that way.

I don't mind it either.
Personally I think 'ladyboy' is cute.

kinda weird it must be... I hope to get there when the penis is not so active too much, otherwise that would really hurt!!!

Quote from: JoeyD on January 04, 2012, 02:49:59 PM
I don't mind it either.
Personally I think 'ladyboy' is cute.

I mean I won't refer to someone else as that, it's not for me to determine someone elses identity... But if I use the terms "sheboy", "->-bleeped-<-", "gay" to refer to myself...then people should pay no mind.

Some BG music:

What does that music video have to do with the topic?

Quote from: Sarah Louise on January 04, 2012, 03:46:53 PM
What does that music video have to do with the topic?

Where it's at.

Kahlan Amnell's post, the link is right after "Some BG music:"

The song is actually called 'Where It's At' by a group called Beck

The song is about being a DJ but It is also used as a reference to having breasts and a penis

Quote from: Sarah Louise on January 04, 2012, 03:54:42 PM
Kahlan Amnell's post, the link is right after "Some BG music:"

Turn tables signify boobs
Microphone symbolizes the penis.
Nothing...remotely...offensive.

Btw, I love that song...Makes me feel 12 again. LMAO.

Die Antwoord - Beat Boy
"Look in the mirror, you can see it's you.
You got two nice boobs and a penis too."

Quote from: JoeyD on January 04, 2012, 04:05:21 PM
Die Antwoord - Beat Boy
"Look in the mirror, you can see it's you.
You got two nice boobs and a penis too."

Rock music loves the ->-bleeped-<-.

Quote from: V M on January 04, 2012, 04:00:15 PM
The song is actually called 'Where It's At' by a group called Beck

The song is about being a DJ but It is also used as a reference to having breasts and a penis

Beck is not a group. It's one guy.

The '->-bleeped-<--->-bleeped-<-s' would LOVE this, it's the PERFECT COMBINATION for them, LOL! 

I'm facing the exact same problem, but you at least you have boobs, me I have almost none despite on HRT. Be happy you got at least boobs. And yeah it's very anxious when you even don't even know whether you'll be able to do the SRS or not. I know people who have waited like 10 years to have it, some who got it only at the very verge of trying to put an end to their lives. You're not the only one in this exact same situation sweetie...