Ive decided recently that my goal for the next couple months is to gain 10 - 15 pounds of healthy muscle weight. I'm 5'9" and weigh 120lbs, and tired of being scrawny and weak looking, and feeling like I constantly have to prove that I'm stronger than I look.
I'm slowly trying to increase calories, eat more protein and eat less junk food. (I'm trying to bulk up,not get fat) no more skipping breakfast and functioning on red bull and cigarettes till 2 or 3 in the afternoon. No more sudden realizations at 5 pm that I haven't eaten a single thing all day, and then having cookies for dinner.
My resistance bands And hand weights will be used instead of sitting in the corner and my yoga ball wont just be for drunken idiocy.
Its going to be hard (harder than writing this with my kindle fire touchscreen keyboard). Ive always been skinny with a low appetite and fast metabolism. I literally forget to eat sometimes. I'm determined though, and a little afraid it will all go to my hips and chest. (I'm not on t and am not planning on trying to be in the near future)