I dont think that anyone on this site would endorse or consider self medication. If you are please stop and get help.

Dear Kiera and Lucy,

I do not condone what I do.  I do not recommend that anyone do it. 

I am seeking help at Susan's Place since I have kept a whole lifetime of TG issues locked in my head.

The psychiatrists have had 30 years to years to treat me and I feel like I have more benefit talking to the people at Susan's.

Quote from: Kiera on March 31, 2007, 05:20:59 AM
Wendy, why on earth would you think your "meds" are not supposed to make you feel better? Are you looking at demasculation as a form of well deserved self-punishment instead?

Kiera maybe that is partially correct.  It does not explain all the stuff early in my life.  Also "well deserved" implies you are bad.  I sure feel guilty for taking the meds.  I also feel ashamed of the TG issues.

Am I punishing myself for being TG'ed? 

Please continue on your thoughts.  I'm listening.

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Dear Lucy,

Actually the people here at Susan's are helping.  However I do have TG issues, depression, anxiety, self-worthlessness and other issues all in one head.  I am trying to understand if the TG issues have precipitated the other issues or if I would have had depression independent of TG.  I think TG might be the root cause.

Please continue.  I do know the people at Susan's have saved me from unknowingly destroying my body at least one time.

Thank you for sharing.
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Wendy we are here and listning, please lookafter yourself. I am sure tha you have TG ìssues you cant denigh that n without a dout that is t underline problem but please please get help. You need an endo. To sort out ur medication and a doctor to talk about the TG issues.