If you wanna know an angel, then know a sweet heart.

If you want to know God, then know Love.

The outside world (post detransition) is so emotionally cold next to all of you.

I miss you.

I see my "religious" post cost me some reputation points, but I want you to know I don't hate you.

I'm not one of those haters.

The truth is I can't hate you because I am one of you and I myself have personally experienced ridicule by the public.

I'm still a girl in a guys body. I am living as a guy for now but I feel more like a woman pretending to be an ftm transsexual than a guy.

I feel a little butchy, exterior, and artificial.

Like I feel different from the other guys and I feel like I'm pretending. I hang out with them but I feel like I act the way a butch lesbian (non ts) acts when hanging with the guys.

♥ Before, I may have looked fake, but inside, I was genuine, interior, and sensitive. ♥

I feel like I have to force myself to live as mtftm and it's not going too well.

I have about 10 months to decide what to do. This is how long it takes for my hair to go from short to long.

If people start asking me if I'm a boy or a girl in BOY MODE..... that will be a very happy day.

I actually feel physically sick now. I was happier and healthier and more energetic when more female.



This photograph was taken before I decided to detrans.

*makes lame movie reference*
Transception?

Anyways, yeah we're pretty nice, also I know a bit about the Christian belief, but I know what it is really about rather than the bastardized variation that is around today.

Of course we're nice, this is a support site. You did use up your one goodbye from me, though. I've instituted a personal policy that each person gets a sendoff the first time they say they're leaving, but that's all. Anyway, we welcome anyone so long as they're polite and understanding. I ignore anything religious as well, so I have no idea which post you're referring to. Hugs, Devlyn

We all make mistakes. You're just learning yourself. That's no different than what any of us have experience in some point in our life.

Just today I told somebody that it sucks because I had 30 years to learn about myself, and then I get estrogen in my blood and I have to figure myself all over again.

Anyways, welcome back

You're really amongst the sweetest people on the whole planet because we go through so much. Cis people can be sweet and all but we have to extra sweeten ourselves to turn us into girls. We go through hell in our lives and all we want to do is live in peace. We truly are the peacemakers.

Yeah honey, we are most of the time --- until PMS and our hormones get the better of us, just with some or most of the rest of females in this world.

Then - we also get bitchy... for a while - at times, um.

Sorry to give you that news :-)

Girls are, sweet, sexy, and sometime tough also, eh.

Big hug sister,
Axélle

Quote from: ~~BebeLyss~~ on January 21, 2012, 08:41:44 AM
You're really amongst the sweetest people on the whole planet because we go through so much. Cis people can be sweet and all but we have to extra sweeten ourselves to turn us into girls. We go through hell in our lives and all we want to do is live in peace. We truly are the peacemakers.

Oh I don't know about that.
Some are good, some are bad some are neither, but I definitely would not call T-people inherently understanding or good just because they are Trans.

Not long ago, a steady member of Susan's was muted because she just said too many discriminating things; She thought that homosexual people was mentally ill, she considered HBS-transsexuals being the only "valid" type of transsexual and she mocked the other types of varianted people under the TG-label, but was furious when having pointed out to her that she was in fact part of that very label herself.

Then, not to forget, we have the Hijras in India, that- although many of them are indeed goodhearted- others form groups and snatch homeless teenboys and cuts of their genitals so that they will have more members in their group and make more money.

On another very big T-board, a huge chunk of the T-chicks are truly nasty to people that refuse to worship them and only them, and the words "Gay" and "->-bleeped-<-got" rains over the guys, basically just for no reason at all.
Some time ago, a member that commented on the good looks of an FTM that someone had posted a clip on, was met by one of the longtime T-members with; "admin get this ->-bleeped-<- the ->-bleeped-<- outta here.this is a tg forum not a ->-bleeped-<- forum like whats wrong with you people?".
And that only because of the comment on the FTM. It is also highly ironic that Haters never seems to be able to spell.


Anyway, there are numerous of more examples, but those above alone gives evidence that T-people do certainly not have to be "better" or more goodhearted than anyone else just because they are trans.

I can attest also on a personal level, that some Trans-people are truly horrible individuals and I would even call some of them as being literally evil.

So, as you can see, I disagree very much that Trans-people are the Peacemakers as a group. On an individual level, however, many trans-people are indeed the hope of the World, but I disagree that Trans-people are such as a group and just because they are trans.

I've come across a number of trans people with lousy attitudes and confrontational as heck online and real life.  Its one reason I want so little to do with many to be honest. I've also heard comments from non-trans people that they didn't expect someone like me to be so nice, friendly and have such a good attitude. It's actually helped many to accept me for who I am once they see that I am being quite genuine.  I see too many not care about whether other people are comfortable around them or not, that's gonna cost them in the long run I think.

I deal with 200+ people a day on average and I can definitely say that you get what you give overall. Even grumpy bears can be turned around most of the time.

I'm sorry, but it's going to be a while until I can trust you, if it ever happens. I feel like I've been used, and then stabbed in the back with a bible. Bibles are large; so is the wound in my respect for you. Add that to the prejudice I can't shake off about your attitude, religious beliefs and use of ~❤ childish symbols and colours, I'm not sure I'll be able to provide support to you right away. Just look at the poorly veiled animosity in this post. I won't attack you, but I haven't forgiven you yet.

Quote from: A on January 22, 2012, 03:29:17 PM
I'm sorry, but it's going to be a while until I can trust you, if it ever happens. I feel like I've been used, and then stabbed in the back with a bible. Bibles are large; so is the wound in my respect for you. Add that to the prejudice I can't shake off about your attitude, religious beliefs and use of ~❤ childish symbols and colours, I'm not sure I'll be able to provide support to you right away. Just look at the poorly veiled animosity in this post. I won't attack you, but I haven't forgiven you yet.

Oh no! I use childish symbols too!

Oh and I don't know many trans people in RL, They can prove hard to find.
I am well liked by my friends and people don't give me too much grief about my gender.

I can get really bitchy though, pardon the language, and I try to be nice. :3

Quote from: Zylphia on January 22, 2012, 03:46:46 PM
Oh no! I use childish symbols too!

Oh and I don't know many trans people in RL, They can prove hard to find.
I am well liked by my friends and people don't give me too much grief about my gender.

I can get really bitchy though, pardon the language, and I try to be nice. :3

I really doubt you even qualify for what A is talking about.
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I didn't really think so, but I do use the silly little symbols.