Another rant, hope i'm not pushing it. I feel so sad most of the time whenever i see beautiful girls, i feel so ugly. Posting my pics here, i get good and not so good replies on my looks and sometimes if feels like people are ignoring my pic posts as they don't want to hurt my feelings, i don't know if it's my imagination but feels like crap. Anyway, i still feel drained and tired, i enjoy listening to sad music but it makes me feel more sad sometime and a happy song just pisses me off i don't know how to relax, anyway pls be nice...ugh, tired.