i mean wtf, seriously?  feeling majorly dysphoric right now.  had a great workout session, walked into the bathroom topless, there they are, like hey bitch!  still here!  they weird me out, like i have quite a masculine physique anyhow, i've always been muscular, so i can't make it make sense mentally or visually that they're there...

yeah.  just needed to put that out there.

I'd love to say something but it may come out all wrong...

I really do feel for you, your pain, your GID... your time will come too, I'm sure.

Hang in there,
Axélle

thanks. feels like it's taking a long time.... still waiting to hear back to the doctor about my initial referral.  i gather the whole process takes a long time in the uk but i'd like to move on instead of sitting in limbo.

Limbo is a tough place to be in - feels like endless waiting.  That's why it's important to fill that time up with positivity and talking about your worries and upsets like you're doing right now.  This, too, shall pass.  I hate my moobs so much I fantasize about whacking them off.  They're so unnatural feeling and looking.  Just think of how amazing it'll feel when you finally get rid of them!

i get that, thinking about chopping them off.  agreed on the staying positive; i'm usually focused on the good stuff.  yeah -daydreams about manly pecs and manly hair-

I know exactly how you feel. I have DD...I see it as Double Damnation lol not only an I dysphoric about them, they kill my back. I can't wait to be completely flat.

It's kind of ironic reading this thread. I do sympathize with you. I feel the same about that crap below between my legs. And HRT alone won't fix that. Anyway, before I go off about that, what I find ironic is that, as I was growing up, I can't tell you how many times I've heard guys ask hypothetically, if you woke up one day with boobs, what would you do?
The answers I heard most were usually sexual in nature. So in a way, Susans is the right place to be to actually answer that question. And the answer is usually not what you'd think.

I had a lesbian ask once, If you woke up one day with a penis, what would you do? I told her I would want it gone. I'd hate it, want to cut it off, freak out about it, etc.  She said she would pee on a rock, a tree, a wall, a car, the bath, in the shower.....
It was a long list.

bev, i'm mailing you the girls.

things'd be so much easier if it worked that way.

Like Axelle said hang in there. 

Pretty soon you will be able to look down and have a flat chest.

Quote from: Keaira on February 01, 2012, 09:56:03 AM
She said she would pee on a rock, a tree, a wall, a car, the bath, in the shower.....
It was a long list.

That made me laugh. Marking territory. Was writing her name in the snow on the list?

I feel you. I don't know what they are doing on my chest either. I think the community needs to figure out a way to have parts exchanged. If I ever find a genie, that will be one of my three wishes. It can be called a 'swap meat'. ...Yep. I'm going to just...go now.

Hang in there, man.

swap meat.  genius.

Swap meat, made today a little better.

*cool pose* 

Ahh... I feel your pain OP. More than ever lately. These days I'm stealth with most new people I meet but at the end of the day I feel I'm lying in some way. I know this chest doesn't make me female but on the other hand it feels like the one thing holding me back from being fully me.

Hang in there bro. One day these feelings will be a distant memory.

Quote from: dalebert on February 01, 2012, 04:07:07 PM
That made me laugh. Marking territory. Was writing her name in the snow on the list?

Actually it was! And she had a fairly long name too so she may have needed to come back to finish the job.

Those aren't boobs! those are pecs from working out. A lot. *attempting to make you smile at least*

I actually feel the same way. They've always just felt like foreign objects and do absolutely zilch for me.